Beautiful -Era 27-

Well, guys this is officially my last post of the year. don't worry I'll be back next year...to start you my randomness again! I got an F on my project. I did everything right expect make my personal page. Ugh, what a bitch! >_< I tried my best and did my best and that one little thing that I could have done in five minutes destroyed it all for me. So now, I have to study my ass off if I want to pass my Business Programming class! (ToT) I hate studing! I need a good A, B, or C on my EXAM if I want to pass the class. I'm on a scholarship....so, I can't afford to lose my scholarship. I'm going to pray for the best! Well, I hate to say it but SEE YA! I'll be back next year...don't for get that! lol Bye-bye!

Beautiful -Era 26-

Well school is just about to end for the semester. I need to post my classes! ToT I hope I pass my business programming class! X_X I am in trouble in that class. So hopefully I finsh my project tomorrow and I get 200 points (I needed it dammit!) Hehehe I want some ramen! lol That was random. Yea, I'm bored and slighty worried about my classes. I have two test tomorrow......it sucks! College life is hard! I'm getting sleepy. I'm listening to Leah Dizon. HSe has a nice voice.....hehehe call me a fan of hers! Man, I am so random today! XD Okay, let me go before I go random again! XD

Beautiful -Era 25-

Despite having to a project and constantly thinking about it, my day went well. We had an exam a few hours ago and I think I did good on it. I even prayed for me to do well on it. My teacher who I have to do the project for told my team that instead of presenting out project to him tomorrow, we could present it to him Friday. Yay! Crap! I keep forgetting to ask my dormmates to let me capture a pictrue of their backpacks. I need to get on that ASAP. Anyway, I downloaded a song called Daydream by a korean group named AnyBand. I LUV IT! I've been listening to it all day. Now, I listening to this song called Konna Chikaku de by a lady named Crystal Kay. Her voice is so beautiful. SHe needs to perform in the states. Well, let me start on my papers and stuff. Bye!

Beautiful -Era 24-

What's up? Nothing much happened to day for me except me roommate was bitching and it was cold. I have a test tomorrow and I really need to get perpared for it. I went to my business programming and my teach told that we had an exam. Well, I was made because not only is the test a big part of our grade but we have to do a group project and its a big part of our grade. I really don't like how this guy teach. He sucks...I'm sorry but he does, Hopefully, I'll be album to do good on the test and at least make a B or C in the class. That's a big gamble though! Life! So unfair!

Beautiful -Era 23-

What's up Everyone! My thanksgiving was great but sad at the same time. I found that my uncle who has taken care of me my whole is sick! I can't say much about it b/c myuncle wants to be only known in the family. I wish he was never sick. i wish people wouldn't have to go through stuff like my uncle is going through right now. Even though I'm having hard a hard time accepting that my uncle is sick, it teachs me about life. We shouldn't take it for granted and we should cherish it. This world is suffering so much that I feel as though life itself isn't percious to people anymore. People do so much horrible things without realizing that they are hurting themselves in the process. Why can't people be happy for one another instead of opposite. Life! Life! Life! It should be one of people's most remember words. I hope my uncle makes a full recovery b/c I don't know how I'll take if he ends up living me and my family. For people who has someone in their family that is really sick, I pray for you and your family also. Well, let me go....I have another busy day tomorrow! C ya!

Beautiful -Era 22-

Happy Thanksgiving everyone! I hope you have a happy one...unlike me. You see, I have a cingular phone right. Well, I went over my minutes...like a lot. I have 350 minutes and my auntie said that I used 1400 minutes. I freaked out...I know that can't be right...absolutely not. I hope my auntie is just joking with me because I'm very scared of what my uncle will do to me. I know he's going to take my phone away but....what else! ToT Ugh, I gotta go home and face the music!!!! (>_>) C ya later....pray for me!

Beautiful -Era 21-

Bleh! Nothing much going on! I showed my pic on my fave website for the first time. I anxious to see what my friends on there think of it. I don't like taking pics. I never take pretty ones. >_< My internet hubby (he's not for real but its for pretend!) said i was cute and we are going to have Mulati babies! LMAO! It means a mixed baby! hehehe I can't wait til my friend Ashley comes back from home. We are KH buddies (ie Kingdom Hearts). It's a cool game. Boy I have three more school days before I leave for home! Yay! I'll be able to eat real food and play the vidoe game and see my friends and family! Yay! Wow! I'm random today aren't I? lol Well, I'm off to see what my friends thought of my pic! hehehe!

Beautiful -Era 20-

I was pissed today! Ugh, I had let a girl see my book right...she told me that she was going to bringing me book back after she was finished with it. SO tell me why she hasn't done that yet. I'm about to go to her room and cuss her ass out. On top of that, I cussed my teacher! I not apologizing because she deserves it...with her small turtle neck ass! UGGGH! I'm sorry but I can't talk about it because I'm tryin' to keep myself from getting mad again. Well, I'm going to go now and finish my homework! So I can keep myself busy! C ya!

Beautiful -Era 19-

Well, I'm pulling a late nite. Being in ollege isfun but it's hard work. You have to make sure that you keep up in your classes while tryin' to keep up with you social life. It's like high school but a bit hard. One of the things I do to keep myse;f calm is to listen to music....mainly asain music. Hmmm....speaking of music, I found out today that my fave singer, Utada, is going to be feat. on Ne-yo's "Do You" song for his digial release. I think its good that she did one with him. This will help her break in the music scene in America. I recommend you listen to her english album, Exodus!That album is HAWT! Well, let me start back on my work! C ya!

Beautiful -Era 18-

I pissed again and I don't want to speak of it. XD (Seriously, I am!) Most of my dau was okay! I retreated to my fave website to help me coop from the real world. I think people should have fave websites other than myspace and facebook that help them coop with real world. AHS (Ayumi Hamasaki Sekai) is such a cool site that I just love going too. You prolly already heard me speak of this site a couple of times but recommend it...even if its site that talks about Asian music. Asian music is great too.....I wish my culture would embrace it more and let their music embrace them instead of judging it. I hope my girl Utada Hikaru (Oo-ta-da He-ca-ru): PLEASE PRONOUNCE THAT RIGHT, can change my peoples mind! Well, let me go so I can go to sleep! See ya!

Beautiful -Era 17-

Ahhhhh...I AM SO HAPPY....AS IN MUSIC HAPPY! Today, I heard this song called Talk, Play, Love and this song is fucking beautiful (sorry for the language but it is) IT'S THAT DAMN GOOD. Along with that song came another song called Promise U and it almost as the good TPL but TPL is of course BETTER. Hehe, I'm listening to it right now. Those two songs are performed by this group called Anyband and within the group lies my fave Korean female artist, BoA and my fave Korean rapper Tablo....and there is these two other guys but I forgot there name. I HIGHLY RECOMMEND THIS SONG TO ANYONE WHO READS THIS POST! I've been listening to this song all day long. I SO LUV THIS SONG!!! Well, let me go to bed before I be sleepy in the morning! C ya!

Beautiful -Era 16-

I didn't do much today. I went to a orientation that'll help me get into interships and stuff like that. After I left from, my friend Jessica came in my room and we talked and watched a movie before we went to go get something to eat. She a very sweet and loving person who has told me so many stories about her and her family. I really do enjoy her company. I sad that she's not coming back to my school after the semester is over with...ToT I gonna miss her! I think I'll buy her a gift before she leaves....*thinks* After we came back from the cafe, we came back to my room and we talked some more and we watched movies. One of them was Charlies Angels! XD While we was in a middle of a convo, my roommate and our distant but somewhat close friend came in all loud which kinda pissed me off. Then she (my roommate) had the nerve to open the window, as cold as it was out there and plus Jessica is pregnant and doesn't need that cold air on her, talking about she was hot. The room was kinda cold but it was hot at all. I was pissed but I let her opened the window. Inconsiderate! She closed the window 45 minutues later.....I was even madder at her because she knew she was cold but yet let the window stay open before closing it. I really didn't feel like talking to her or our distant but close friend....so, I ignored them most of day and even hung up the phone when "that" friend the room. Something about her that I don't like and it pisses me. I know I'm being mean but I can't help but be mad at her. I'm too tires to talk about...so I'll talk about it tomorrow! C ya!

Beautiful -Era 15-

Another great day for me except that my fave website is down and I have a 2 page report to do in my health class! ToT I was sorta pissed off at the females in my dorm. Gawd, they playing this loud ass music that really go on my nerves and my friends. Ugh, it was even worse when they invited some guys to come on our hall. They had know repeat for the us because we could have been taking a shower while they had dudes on the hall. One of friends decided to call the person in charge of the building to break up that fake ass party nad I happyily cheered and watch their little happiness go down the drain! *evil laughs* Serious, all they think about is SEX and boys. Give me a break with that. It's that black people have a hard time taking care of them selves why try to get pregnant and get an STD. Dummies! I'm not saying its bad that they like boys or whatever (I like them too...I'm not lebians....you freak! XD) but gawddamn, every damn day. UGH! Well, I've talked long enough.....be back tomorrow with the same crap prolly! XD

Beautiful -Era 14-

Hehehe! I'm having fun today. I passed my test in reading for the third straight time. We won our homecoming football game. My teachers weren't getting on my nerves. I ate! XD I downloaded one of my fave songs these year (Misono's Zasetsu Chiten :'Point of Frustration') and I've been rocken this song all day. You guys should really get into Japanese music. Although I don't understand what the artist are saying, they melodies and beats to their songs are sooo claming and cool. Besides, there are people who translate the song for us! The downsized to my day was that my fave website, AHS (Ayumi Hamasaki Sekai) wasn't busy as usual and my friend Wes left the site. I don't know if he's gone for real or not.......a couple a weeks ago, one of my closest friends left the site which was a huge surprise to all of us. I hope he still comes on the site but not logged in though. Well, of me and the blah blah blah I leave ye to go to bed! See ya!

Beautiful -Era 13-

I was mad at friend for being drunk and apologizing to me. She's such a pig that I don't know if I can call her my friend anymore. Anyway, our school's homecoming is this weekend so I hopw we win. Go Lions! LOL! I'm so excited. Well, I have to prepare for it so I'm leaving now. C ya!

Beautiful -Era 12-

Here's my story of how I met Ayumi Hamasaki:

Well, Ayu and Tomoya were sitting at the dinner table, laughing and having a good time. I came over to their table to see if they need anything else! Ayu said she wanted another piece of strawberry cake. I was like okay but Tomoya was like, "Ayu..umm..Don't you think you had one to many by now?" Ayu and I were both shocked and said, "Oh, NO YOU DIDN'T!" Everyone at the resturant suddenly became quiet! I said, " Tomoyo! You got a lot of nerve to say that about the queen of J-pop!" He was like, "I didn't mean it like that" and I was like, "I don't give a damn!' and then he was like, "First of all you commoner, this has nothin' to do with you and second of all, Ayu has been getting beside herself lately! She's been working more than me, selling more than me, dressing as if she's Koda Kumi and singing as if she's Utada Hikaru! Well, I've had enough!!! AYU, I'M THOUGH ----" But before he could say it, Ayu said, "IT'S OVER!" Tomoya was like ,"What?!?" Ayu then snapped her fingers and said, HELLO! I'M NOT TALKING TO MYSELF...I SAID IT'S OVER!* and then she rolled her eyes. Tomoya then said, "It's not over until I say it's over!" I looked at Ayu and She looked at me and we were both like, "Who does he think he's talkin' 2?" and then we looked at him and looked at each other again. I was like, "Girl, you want to me to handle this for you?" and Ayu was like, "Naw girl, I got this! I-GOT-THIS!" All of sudden Ayu turned to him..paused for a moment...looked at him....and PUNCHED HIM! I was in the background, "WOOOOOO!" Everyone was cheering including me! While they still cheered, I went up to Ayu and held her arm up and they cheered even louder! Ayu smiled..I went over to Tomoya and said, "You got knocked the **** out!" and laughed! I went back to Ayu and asked was she okay and that's when shhe told me, "I got it! I have a new song. I HAVE A NEW SONG! I was like yea, I know, [I]glitter/fated[/I] and she was no after that one. I was like, Oh, what's it going to be called?" and she said, "TALKING TO MYSELF!" I was like, "Yea, cool title but you gotta put a little favor to it!" and then that's when I said, "How about "[B]talkin 2 myself[/B]" ?!" Ayu was so happy and hugged me and said, "I like it! I like it" She gave me her cellphone number and asked me if I could help out move of Tomoya's house and of course, I agreed.
Few days later.....
"Thanks for helping me out, gurl!" said Ayu! I said, "No problem. He had no place to talk about you like that. I mean, you are royality!" "Yea, you right! You right!" said Ayu and posed like she on the catwalk or somethin'! I laughed! "You know what...we can be cell phone buddies!" said Ayu! I was soo shocked and I was like "Ummm....are you sure?" She was like, "Ummm...yea! We can talk and do this and that whenever I'm in town" I was so happy and she then said, "You know what? I gotta invite you to come to all of concerts and let you be the first of my millions of fans to have all my rare collections...CDs, DVDs, movies....you name it and for an extra bonus, whenever I release somethin' new, you'll be the first "of my MILLIONS OF FANS" to recieve it! I jumped up and down yelling, "Yayyyy! Yayyyy! Yayyy!

Beautiful -Era 11-

It's been quite a sad day on a forum I go to named AHS (Ayumi Hamasaki). First off, one my pals is leaving because he's not feelin' the forum this anymore, Second, another pal of mine, friend was shot and died the next day in the hospital. Lastly, one more pal of mine, grandpa had been dead for along time and the person who knew about was he's grandmother. Yea, quite sad indeed! It's been like crazy hear...so manybe it was a sign or something from the heavens telling me that something was going to be happening....IDK, but I hop that all three will be alright and move forward with there life!!!

Beautiful -Era 10-

Well, its was rainy day for me. I went to my three, one of which I'm thinking to drop because I think I'm not doing awesome in there....*sigh* I don't wanna talk about it. Anyway, my frienship with one friends was challenged today. Not to the extreme but it was more a test....we, as in me and my roommate, got into a mini-arguemnt with one of my closest friends which caused her not to talk to us for a while....well, all things are good between us now....soo, I hope yall are for us! lol Well, gotta go! My roommate is pushing me off of my on computer! XD

Beautiful -Era 9-

ToT...This whole weekend I was busy with homework that I haven't had any fun. My teachers are workaholics...well, a few of them. When they say that college is not like high school...they weren't joking....but I wouldn't be so behind on work if my school's financial aid didn't screw up on my scholorship money! *mad* Ugh, I'm so mad that I can't really talk about...so let me go and finish up my homework! C ya!

Beautiful -Era 8-

Well, nothing interesting happened today! lol Right now, I'm on my fave website called AHS (Ayumi Hamasaki Sekai). It's a really cool site with tons of nice people. Hmm...this site is really addictive you know. When the site was down, I found time to accomplish a lot of things! That tells me something huh?! lol Well, I don't want to bore u guys so like me virture back to that addictive site! LOL!

Beautiful -Era 7-

*mad* Today was alright for me until my one of my friends wanted to go get something to eat and was like RAINING hard outside. After begging to me and our other friend, we agreed to go with her. Okay, we prepared ourselves one last time before going into in the rain.....and wouldn't you know that as we crossed the street, our pants were completely wet. Not only that as I tried to run, my freaking umbrella flipped upwards. ToT I screamed like crazy! AHHHHHH! AHHHHHH! I continously screamed as I continuously got wet. ToT We finally got to the building.....got us something to eat and left out of there to brave the stormy weather. Well, once again the samething happened to me...ToT As I was near the crosswalk, me and my friend (not the begging one but the one who agreed to go with her also) found it hard to cross it since the street was flooded...ToT She and I decided to make a jump for it....well, we still got wet and I was even wetter than her by time we return to our room (She's my roommate! XD) I was mad at the begger and told her to apologize to me which she did and we all watched tv after that.....yea, it ended happily! XD

Beautiful -Era 6-

Yea, I'm like through with test right now and I must I came out of those nightmares pretty good. Now, all there is left for me to do is catch up in my reading clas which is going to be difficult since I don't have my book! Well, anyway, I feel so stress free that I want to party all weekend long....which I won't do because I'm beter than that! *halo appears above head* Well, me start on my homework before I fall asleep again! C ya!

Beautiful -Era 5-

Well, things have calmed down for me which I'm really happy. Ugh, mid-terms, papers, etc. All tiresome. I have like one more---no two more mid-rterm test and I'll be done with it all! Woot! (^o^)v I have to study now but I'll be back to tell you how I've down! *yawns* Mane, I getting sleepy too! ToT C ya!

Beautiful -Era 4-

*sigh* AHHHHHH! A never ending torture! ToT I'm stressing over my mid-terms that I can barely get any sleep! How sad! Ugh, I can't wait til miid-terms are over than no more stress and just full focus on my life! *daydreams* I feel so left behind in classes and stuf and on top of that I tied down with homework and test. Help, help, help! I can't afford to blow my scholarship.....I worked to hard to get....my family will be so disappointed me and I'll be disappointed as well. *sighs* I need to pray that I'm able to maintain a 3.0! I guess I'll leave an go study for my test and stuff! C ya guys!

Beautiful -Era 3-

What's up, Everyone?! It's been a while since I've posted here! I apologize but school has been workin' me and my nerves!! ToT It's like a never ending torture!!! I had my Mid-Term Exam for my Reading class today which I was totally threw me off. I had no idea bt on the bright side...I think I did well on on it. *sigh* That's a relief...now all there's left is for...do 11 chapters in my reading book and I'll be done..or caught in class! Woot! Ugh, I know this is random but one of my fave websites isn't up today. this makes day #2!!! ToT I need to know what's going on with all of my AHS buddies and info one my fave singers. Maybe it'll be up tomorrow. I can't wait though....my fave singer of all-time, Utada Hikaru (u guys should definitely check out), results for her sales of Beautiful World/Kiss&Cry is posted tomorrow and crossing my fingers that she is still in the 10k with her sales! Woot! lol Uh-oh....I've gotten hunger now, so I guess I chat to you guys later! C ya!

Beautiful -Era 2-

Awww...today was a bummer for me. I had a test today in my Business Programming classes and think I did okay...okay, I'm lying! I think I flunked the test...but I have myself to blame since I didn't study when my professor told me too. Ugh, only if life be simplier for me. Not only that my roommate and one of our other friends, where mad at one of our other friends. They said they were mad at her because she was rushing them and this and that. Well, I really didn't care b/c those two were always mad at her but then makes up at the end. They made jokes about her and stuff but like I said I didn't care....I was too worried about my test to think or care about anything else. *sighs* That's all about what I did today...I think! XD I hope u guys enjoyed this boring entry of my blog. Post to ya later!

Beautiful -Era 1-

Hi, Shannese here! Hmm...what to talk about! Let's see1 Well, today was pretty much laid back for me. I was a late to my classes as usual. Thankfully, they let me in. XD I tried going on fave website, Ayumi Hamasaki Senkai or AHS but the site was down at the moment...so, I decided to finish up my homework. As I did that, I played a song called Tokyo Drift by the Teriyaki Boyz (Woot! Verbal! lol) which I danced to like crazy. I finished up my Homework only to find out that I was late for my last class of the day. ToT Of course my professor let me in only after I knocked on the door like five times. lol He talked about our test 'n stuff. After the lecture he gave us, I decided to join blogspot b/c I could get extra points in his class. I'm not good on test so I need all the freakin' points I can get. lol So here I am talkimg or rather posting to u guys~ Hope u enjoyed this Beautiful Era of mine for today and I hope u guys continue to read my blog! See ya!

End of Beautiful -Era 1-